there is nothing worse than not really exsisting to somebody
because when you look at yourself
you start looking a bit blurry.
you have no idea how spectacular you are
and how useless and young and pathetic you make me feel.
not that it's your fault. you are way too fucking nice to
make me really disappear for real
but next time,
can you lie to me, and maybe say something
like, "You are normal. You are human. You are perfect
even with your flaws. You drive me a bit insane,
because you are young and foolish. but you are not invisible to me,
not even a little bit."
I'd really like that, if you could lie to me. I hate your honesty.
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Why are lies preferential to honesty? I'd rather know the truth than be happy.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, what I need to hear is something someone cannot honestly say.
ReplyDeleteAgain, why, if it's not true, is it something you NEED to hear? In that case, you'd have to know it's a lie, and the lie doesn't mean anything.
ReplyDeleteI think it's more important to know the person that really thinks of you what you really want to hear.
But don't listen to me. That's just my crackpot idea. You're going to know what's best for you better than I am.