Saturday, June 25, 2011

38.

I hate being the faze people go through
when they don't have anyone else,
because it feels fucking shitty when you realize you
are, in fact, the faze.

I'm too selfish to be okay with the fact that you
don't think I'm special.

Not that I deserve to be. But,
there is a reason why I don't talk to people-
I get attached, and as it turns out, I'm
not so great when you actually get to know
me.

I wouldn't like me either.
Please, please, please,
get rid of me completely now.

1 comment:

  1. I feel like that a lot, actually. Frustrating. I go alone with the idea that, on a long enough timeline, people find me disagreeable.

    But it's okay, there's always someone out there that will tolerate our bullshit.

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