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there's something about being forgotten... being ignored...

how could i have messed this up? i was so careful...

i am now a ghost.

i always thought this feeling would be better. that i'd feel light...

i would feel like being if i was this light.

but, i'm still here, still vast, still breathing, still eating,

feeling light as ever...

and i feel like i'm sinking.

i feel dead.

i am now a ghost.