other than that (the throwing up),
when i'm near a friend, i don't eat,
because vomiting is not enjoyable,
and baking soda and water taste like
shit. but, i sort of don't want my teeth
to disinigrate... that'd be no good.
everytime i look at food, i
have a choice: eat, purge, or
just not eat. not eating, of course,
if so much better, because you don't
have to keep it such a secret, and it's
easier to convince daddy that i've
already eaten, rather than telling him i feel
sick again, and again, and again.
daddy really shouldn't have to worry about
things like that, because things like
that just aren't important.
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girl you got some serious problems. you sound cool and all but starving yourself just isn't healthy.try exercising instead of not eating. your body needs the vitamins.
ReplyDeleteIt's difficult to understand - simply telling someone that doesn't necessarily help. Hell, it can make it worse. This is the part where you say, "Just talk; I'll listen."
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