afterwards:
i always throw it up,
because after all, I don't
really want to be fat,
i want everything to disapear,
especially the double digit
pants and medium shirts,
because i don't want to
be fat, and don't get me wrong, please,
i know no one's perfect,
but everytime i look in
the mirror, i see someone
i hate looking at, and
i just want her to disapear
before the people around
me get used to her, and
begin to think she is me.
About Me
- carry me away,
- I'm a hater, a lover, a wisher, a wanter, a writer, a runner, a reader, a wrecker. A poet, a loner, a socialite, a stopper, an artist, a person, an acrobat, a rapper. A laugher, a cryer, a watcher, a wonder, a walker, a loser, a fearer, a thinker. I am an explorer of the world.
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ReplyDeleteMy other (and completely private) blog... just if you're interested.
:)
Though, I'm not saying that those things I write about necessarily apply... though, they may - I don't know you in person or anything. ;)
ReplyDeleteBut just in case it does.
xo