on the other hand,
i look forward to when daddy decides he
doesn't want to come home, because
even though i hate when he doesn't,
it's nice to know that i don't have
to hide everything from everyone.
i know it sounds sick, and it's
not that throwing up feels good, pursay,
but it feels good to have control of
something.
above all, feeling like my whole body is
transparent, is the best feeling yet.
no one wants that, though...
or maybe everyone wants that...
i can't say i know.
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you wouldn't have to hide anything from your dad if you would just eat like normal. you know i used to have the same problem. 10 to 1 your probably not fat.
ReplyDeleteYou really should get help you know, proffessional help or something. churches give counciling for free, you know it doesn't- it shouldn't be like this. you shouldn't have to hide yourself
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