6.

to clarify, it's not that i don't ever eat... i
do sometimes, and sometimes i eat more
than normal, binging on everything i can
find in the fridge, all my eyes

can see in a 4 step radius (because that
last thing i want to do when i binge
is to move large distances, because i don't

want to loose more calories than i have to
(at that moment only). why would i?
food is good, and food is easy to go
crazy with when you want to lose control, see?

then, while i'm sitting at my table, hoping
someone i know does not walk through my
door, i feel dirty, i feel sick, and
i quickly put away all that is left, because what

i really don't want people to see is me
losing control of what i don't really have.
and then, right then, what i don't really want is not

really relevant anymore, now is it?
no, it's not, so i take the food out once more,
and all that matters is putting this food
in me, and have no one know it's there.