It's strange... I thought it would be more difficult to
not eat here. But it's easy. And there is
more pressure to eat less, because everyone
is watching.
Losing weight again feels nice. It's been a while.
Of course, there is something clearly wrong with me
and should stop this
but it's the o ly good feeling I've gotten since I got here.
And tonight, for instance... I needed it.
I'm ready starting to feel the suicide voice crawl back
Into my head.
I'm not listening, I'm not listening!
About Me
- carry me away,
- I'm a hater, a lover, a wisher, a wanter, a writer, a runner, a reader, a wrecker. A poet, a loner, a socialite, a stopper, an artist, a person, an acrobat, a rapper. A laugher, a cryer, a watcher, a wonder, a walker, a loser, a fearer, a thinker. I am an explorer of the world.
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