and that means that tea, water, and diet coke is the only thing i have consumed.
it's so strange, the rush you get from not eating...
still, after years of this, nothing feels more satisfying,
more disgusting. i often wonder when i'll feel something a bit better,
a bit more natural.
of course, i've cheated, because weakness runs
in the family, i consumed 600 calories of shit i didn't need
in my system. or do need, but don't want
and now i'll spend the rest of my evening feeling
like everything, when all i want
is to be nothing.
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