know, and I'm not sure how to find everything and everyone
again.
I'm depressed, but not normal depressed, the kind that scares me
because I've been here before and it ended with me swallowing
a bottle of pills.
I'm exhausted, I don't want to move. I don't have anyone
to talk to, because everyone is gone, or dealing with their own
shit.
I'm afraid of bothering people, or scaring them. I was doing well.
I'm afraid to eat. I hate that people notice that I don't eat, and comment
on it. I would too, though.
I'm scared, and I'm lonely, and I'm confined by the awful things
I think. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or how I'm going to
stop this.
