27,

i miss life.

so

fucking

much.

26.

can i drink away my feelings?

is that okay?

is drinking better than cutting?

better than not eating?

whatever.

25.

you are blind.

because the moment you stop seeing what is

right in front of you

is the moment you lose

everything that meant anything to you.

i need, for just one day, someone

to tell me i am not crazy.

i need, for just one day, someone

to tell me they love me.

that i'm not just anyone. that i'm someone.

to be someone, would be an awfully big adventure.

i just don't think i'll ever get over you.

how can i? your someone, not just anyone,

even if i'm just anyone to you.

even if i'm crazy.

even if you don't love me.

even if i'm just anyone, not someone.